Chapter 59 Chu Si
"You are so jealous, how can you be a good Crown Princess in the future?" Chu Si no longer knew what he was saying. He clearly didn't want to say this.
"If you can't be a good person, then don't be one. Whoever wants to be one can be one."
This was Ye Jinshu's true feelings, but after he said this, the voices around him suddenly became quiet.
It was normal for servants not to speak in this situation, but Chu Si did not refute Ye Jinshu's words at this time. Instead, he suddenly covered the lower half of his face with one hand and remained silent.
Ye Jinshu originally thought that Chu Si was going to hold it in, but when he saw Chu Si covering his face all the time, he thought of how he had lost an argument with someone in the past and would suddenly start vomiting when he got angry.
The imperial physician said that this was called anger attacking the heart.
Could it be that Chu Si got so angry after arguing with him?
That's great!
"Chu Si, this princess is warning you, if you want to vomit, go outside Anping Palace and come back after you are done."
Ye Jinshu took a step back in disgust. She had intended to ridicule Chu Si, but she didn't expect that after she said this, Chu Si actually ran out of Anping Palace at an extremely fast speed, leaving Ye Jinshu stunned.
No, is she really that easily angered? Then why didn’t Chu Si get angry to death when she had been so against Ye Ruoyan before? I don’t understand.
Ye Jinshu didn't know that Chu Si was not angry, he was just having a boil of blood.
Common name, shy, blushing.
Although this was not what Chu Si wanted, when he heard Ye Jinshu say in an extremely indifferent and arrogant manner that if she couldn't be a good Crown Princess, she shouldn't be, he was really fascinated.
He liked Ye Ruoyan very much. Ye Ruoyan had absolute confidence in pharmacology. Whenever Ye Ruoyan talked about pharmacology, she seemed to become a different person.
He brooks no objection, looks down on the world and looks down on everything.
But now he discovered that Ye Jinshu was better.
In the past, he thought that Ye Jinshu's targeting and making things difficult for Ye Ruoyan were stupid acts caused by jealousy over men, and he could not feel any other feelings except disgust towards him.
But now he knew that Ye Jinshu's actions were clearly due to his arrogance and fearlessness due to the favor he enjoyed.
She can even choose not to be the Crown Princess if she wants.
General Wei, who had been chasing him that day, had no way to deal with Anping Palace. Even the palace maids of Anping Palace could be so flamboyant under the protection of Ye Jinshu.
It was the love of his father, the emperor, and his mother, the empress, that made Ye Jinshu fearless.
When he realized this, Chu Si knew that he was finished.
Chu Si was not a prince of humble origin like the fifth prince. On the contrary, Chu Si's mother was of high status and could see the situation clearly. From the very beginning, Chu Si's mother had never thought of letting Chu Si compete with Chu Yi for the only throne.
From childhood to adulthood, she taught Chu Si to listen to his father, the queen, and his elder brother.
Later, Chu Si became a disciple of General Zuo. She told Chu Si that he should listen to his master and practice martial arts well so that he could become the prince's right-hand man.
As Chu Si grew up, he only learned one thing: to obey and be obedient.
While the third princess was still making a fuss because her father did not have dinner with her today, Chu Si had to follow the prince's orders to coax this sister whom he was not actually familiar with.
From this time on, Chu Si began to hate people who took advantage of their status to act recklessly.
Ye Jinshu was also initially classified into this category by him.
Later, Chu Si met Ye Ruoyan.
He found that Ye Ruoyan was different from what she seemed on the surface. Although she was of low status, the light in her eyes never went out even when she was bullied.
She seemed to have always believed that she could do it. She even used her own strength to gain the protection of the prince.
Ever since Ye Ruoyan persuaded the prince to provide her with shelter, Chu Si became interested in Ye Ruoyan. He wanted to know where Ye Ruoyan's confidence came from and how she could be so sure that a concubine's daughter could gain the prince's favor.
Later, Ye Ruoyan said to him.
"I am proficient in medicine and will definitely be able to help the prince."
At that moment, Chu Si seemed to see in Ye Ruoyan what he had always longed for. If he could also own something that he could be proud of, would he not worry about being abandoned by his mother?
Chu Si actually knew very early on that he was a little different from other people.
When I was studying in the Imperial College with my classmates, the young men from aristocratic families would get together and talk about which girl was pretty, or who was the top girl in which brothel.
But he felt that those were meaningless.
No matter how charming the girls in the brothel are, they are just trying to get the money from their patrons. They have to do whatever the madam tells them to do and dare not and cannot resist. Chu Si doesn't know what's so good about going to such a place.
As for those young ladies from official families, they were even less interesting. Some were dignified and virtuous, some were double-faced, and some were timid and cowardly, but he was not very interested in any of them.
Chu Si couldn't resonate with his classmates' discussion about which girl had the best looks and figure, and even found it boring.
Only when facing Ye Ruoyan did he want to see how far this concubine's daughter, who was originally in the dust, could go.
While looking at Ye Ruoyan, he was gradually attracted by the obsession in Ye Ruoyan, and even had the idea of helping her.
Looking at Ye Ruoyan, Chu Si would think countless times, if it were him, would he dare to resist like this? The end result was no, he didn't dare to, even when he was helping Ye Ruoyan, he didn't dare to let his mother know.
He even didn't dare to save his own master openly.
He is nothing.
But Ye Jinshu is the complete opposite of him.
If Ye Ruoyan's unwillingness to succumb to her weakness made him feel interested and want to get closer to her, then Jinshu's arrogance and selfishness now had a fatal attraction to him.
Chu Si suddenly felt that it would not be a bad idea to listen to someone who could say without batting an eyelid that she didn't want to be the Crown Princess.
If he is destined to have no way to be himself, he can only rely on those in high positions and power.
Then he wanted to choose someone like Ye Jinshu, who was extremely arrogant and didn't take anything seriously because he was so spoiled.
Chu Si was so excited that he took a long time to calm down outside Anping Palace and suppress the blush on his face.
When he returned to Anping Palace, Ye Jinshu was no longer busy working on the ground.
She was holding a booklet in her hand and reading it with great interest with her eyes lowered.
Chu Si didn't care what Ye Jinshu was reading now. What worried him was how to get Ye Jinshu to talk to him again.
Are we going to quarrel again?
The same trick would not work if used again. Moreover, if he still could not prove that he could really help with farming this time, he would not be able to enter Anping Palace next time.
Chu Si thought of what Ye Jinshu had just said about reclaiming new land to grow other things. He silently picked up the hoe that Ye Jinshu had casually thrown on the ground.
(End of this chapter)