Chapter 146 Memory
For the first time, Sang Luo realized how heart-wrenchingly painful it was to have the mark of the soul cut.

The little snake swam over gently and handed her the ring. "Mother, this is what the uncle asked me to give to you."

Caesar glanced at it.

Xiao Qi ran away again.

Sang Luo looked at the Qiankun ring, which was filled with natural treasures and crystals for raising a child. Si Ye had left all his belongings to her. Her heart ached...

Sang Luo left the south and returned to the central marquisate, but failed to find Si Ye.

The housekeeper said that the young marquis had never returned since he left a few days ago.

Sang Luo went to the Beast King Palace again, and Fei Yuan didn't know where Si Ye had gone.

Sang Luo searched all the places, big and small, that the two of them had visited when they traveled, traveled, and went shopping, but couldn't find Si Ye.

It's as if he disappeared from the face of the earth, with no news from him at all.

Sang Luo felt uneasy, so he went to the Bi'an tribe's territory in the western northern border.

"Reporting to the young lady, the young master has not been back for a while." An old servant who raised Si Ye said, "Since the young master came of age, he has rarely returned to the tribe. Most of the time he has been traveling outside. We don't know his current situation. Madam, you can ask the tribe leader, she may know something."

"Where is the mother beast now?" Sang Luo's throat tightened.

"The clan leader is in the Handan Palace in the harem with his concubine Zhu Sui. I will take the young lady there now."

"It's troublesome."

When Sang Luo walked over, he saw Si Jiong and a male orc in white sitting beside the lotus pond in the courtyard, playing chess face to face.

The man had a very elegant and unique temperament. When he saw Sang Luo coming over, he smiled gently, like a breeze blowing on her face, "A Jiong, who is this?"

"Xiao Luo is back, come and sit next to the Beast Mother!" Si Jing quickly called Sang Luo over and introduced the two to each other, "Xiao Luo, this is my concubine, Zhu Sui, he is a young master of the Bai Ze tribe, and he will move to the palace to live permanently in the future."

"Zhu Sui, this is A Ye's partner Sang Luo. You met her at the wedding before, but I didn't have the chance to introduce her to you. Xiao Luo is pregnant with my grandson, so you have to help take care of her in the future."

"Sang Luo Guici still looks very young, she is really blessed!" Zhu Rui was a little surprised.

"Hello, Princess Zhu."

After Sang Luo greeted the two, he said to Si Jing, "I came here this time to ask the female beast something. Do you have any news about Ah Ye recently?"

"You're pregnant, shouldn't Xiaoye be with you?" Si Jing quickly reacted, "What's wrong? Did you two have a conflict?"

"I, I hurt his heart, and he refuses to see me anymore." Sang Luo pursed her lips and said sadly.

"It's no big deal if a couple quarrels at the beginning of the bed and makes up at the end of the bed. He still has a temper with you." Si Jing put down the chess piece, "This child is really something. He is a male beast after all. Does he need you to coax him? Xiao Luo'er, you just need to take good care of the baby in your belly and don't worry about him."

Sang Luo shook his head, "Aye is really angry this time, I still want to go find him."

Zhu Sui smiled and said, "When Xiao Ye was little, he liked to hide away when he was unhappy. No one could find him. When he wanted to see you after a few days, he would come out naturally."

Si Jiong joked, "Let me, a beast mother, guess, is it that you are with another partner and he knows about it?"

"...The Beast Mother is truly a master of foresight." Sang Luo didn't know what expression to make.

"I've seen it a long time ago. How could you be such a beautiful female with excellent fertility without many partners around you?" Si Jing, "Do you think Aye doesn't understand?"

Sang Luo shook his head, "He never asked me about this."

"If he doesn't ask proactively, it means he has already guessed it and doesn't want to hear your answer." Si Jiong knew his son's mentality, "Has he hinted at you in some way, trying to make you give up other partners?"

“……”It’s true.

"Hey, this kid is just stubborn. You love him, but you love other partners. How could you give up other partners for him? It's so unfair to other partners." Si Jiong is a native female in the beast world. She doesn't think Sang Luo has anything to feel guilty about. It's reasonable for a strong female with excellent fertility to have more partners, and it's her duty to breed more offspring for the species. "I guess that guy deliberately made you angry and forced you to make a choice to see if you would choose him."

Sang Luo smiled bitterly. She had not told Si Jiong that Si Ye had removed the soul mark. He was not angry, but he broke off relations with her because he was really disappointed. "Can the Beast Mother find him? I... I'm afraid he will do something stupid."

"This kid has a bad temper and is very stubborn. He left the ancestral land without saying a word. I have been looking for him for five or six years but couldn't find him. If you want to find out where he went, I am afraid that even a female beast like me can't do anything. However, there is his life lamp in the tribe. During those years, I kept an eye on his life lamp all day long. As long as the life lamp was not extinguished, he would be fine."

"Mother Beast, can you take me to see it?"

"Come with me." Si Jing asked Zhu Sui to clean up the unfinished chess game, then got up and took her to Zisi Hall.

I saw that the life light under the Si Ye card was still on.

Sang Luo felt relieved. She was really afraid that he would do something stupid in the heat of the moment.

"Just know that he is fine. As for the beast mother, I will not bother her any more. I will go back first."

"Don't you want to stay in the tribe for a few more days?"

"No, I have other things to do."

"Okay, then go and take care of your own business first. You can't be sure that Xiaoye will come back to see you tomorrow." Si Jing patted her hands, "Just talk it out if you two have any misunderstandings. The mother beast also hopes that you and Aye can get along happily and give me more big fat grandchildren."

Sang Luo hummed lightly and didn't respond.

Si Ye will never come back to see her again.

In his heart, she was no different from Bai Wan, and was even more unscrupulous. She deceived his feelings and took away his vital energy... He probably thought she was disgusting.

After Sang Luo left the Bi'an tribe's territory, he came to a hilltop, looking at the imperial city below, holding a pot of spiritual wine in his hand and drinking it sip by sip.

The sky is gloomy and it's going to rain soon.

A tall and straight figure in black appeared behind her.

Kaisar snatched the wine jug from her hand, "You still have me."

Sang Luo turned his head to look at him.

Caesar handed her a thumb-sized white porcelain medicine bottle.

Sang Luo, "What is this?"

"The abortion pill."

She looked at him in shock.

Kaisar was as gentle as before, "Sangsang, having me is enough for you. That male beast abandoned you and left. Don't keep this baby." He looked at her belly, "Have another pure-blooded child with me."

Kaisar tried to pull Sang Luo's hand, but was thrown away. His heart suddenly felt empty and he looked at her in panic, "Sang Sang..."

Sang Luo's face turned pale as she stared at the man in front of her. It was obvious that they had just met again after a long separation and there should have been infinite tenderness and sweetness, but she felt an indescribable sense of strangeness in her heart.

He might be Caesar, but he was not the Caesar that I knew before.

Her Caesar treated her wholeheartedly, but she could not feel the familiar affection in him.

"Caesar, you have no memory of me at all, right?" She said bluntly and in an extremely affirmative tone.

"..."

Sang Luo looked at him for a long time, smiled at himself, and turned away.

Caesar froze in place.

A sudden rain fell with the sound of thunder, soaking the man's black robe and chilling his heart.

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