Chapter 132 Cherish Each Other
The man lowered his eyes and stared at her, then asked, "You are unhappy today because you met Wang's cousin, right?"
The little girl said nothing.
He asked again: "Is it?"
Qin Xiaoning doesn't like Wang Fengyi, and no matter how hard she tries to convince herself, she can't change her mind.
She still did not respond to him, but asked back: "It's not just the cousin Wang who came to see me today, but also the Sixth Miss. Why did the prince only guess that it was the cousin who made me unhappy?"
"Because you don't like her." Lu Ji said firmly.
She had never mentioned her attitude towards Wang Fengyi to him, so Lu Ji's words surprised Qin Xiaoning.
He looked at her and said, "You have been with me since you were young. Can you still hide your thoughts from me?"
He really knew her too well.
Qin Xiaoning turned around, met Lu Ji's gaze, and asked directly, "Do the elders intend for you to marry Wang Fengyi?"
Hearing this, Lu Ji told her frankly without hiding anything: "My mother did mention it to me, but I refused."
If she didn't ask, he wouldn't rush to tell her, knowing that she would feel uncomfortable after hearing it, but if she wanted to know, he would definitely tell her the truth.
"During the twelfth lunar month, my mother mentioned this to me, saying that it was my grandmother's intention to continue the marriage with the Wang family."
Qin Xiaoning listened carefully without saying a word.
Lu Ji continued, "You know, when I was young, I was engaged to the second daughter of the Wang family, who was the elder sister of this third cousin. But less than half a year after we got engaged, she fell ill and passed away."
"Grandmother said, 'Only a girl from the Wang family is worthy of being the wife of the prince.'" He told her, "These are mother's exact words."
As he spoke, he tightened his arms around Qin Xiaoning, staring at her and saying, "But I don't think so. No matter how good the Wang family girl is, she can't compare to my sweetheart."
"A Ning, in my heart, you are my only woman."
"I want no one but you."
Lu Ji said all these words to her in one breath. His words were a little incoherent, but every word was sincere.
Qin Xiaoning didn't react for a long time after hearing this.
She had long been aware of the thoughts of the Lu family elders, but after hearing Lu Ji's heartfelt words, she felt a faint sense of guilt.
The difference in status made it impossible for her to become the legal wife of the prince of a noble family.
Do I have to let Lu Ji never marry or have children for my sake?
After a long silence, Qin Xiaoning spoke slowly: "Lu Ji, you don't have to do this for me. I will be uneasy. I hope you have a virtuous wife to take care of you, and I hope you will have children and grandchildren in the future. But I really can't do what Sun Mengli in Jiangzhou did, watching you get married and have children. If you get married, I will have my own place to go. With you by my side, I am used to relying on you. In fact, I am not as fragile as you think. I can live well even if I am alone."
Before she could finish, he blocked her mouth with a kiss.
He kissed her long and passionately, lovingly and lingeringly.
"What nonsense are you talking about? I will never let you leave me. Don't worry, I don't want any other woman except you. I don't want you to be bullied by others."
As he spoke, he approached her, pressed his arms against the bed and trapped her under him, staring at her with his deep eyes: "Don't let your imagination run wild, just stay by my side, I will take care of the future."
What can he do.
Even if there is, it is just to disobey the family, risk one's own reputation, and fight against the secular world.
But Lu Ji's deep affection really moved Qin Xiaoning. Such an upright man, loving her so passionately and deeply, in this life, having such a love is enough.
Qin Xiaoning controlled her emotions and did not continue to dwell on it: "Let's not talk about this for now, just take it one step at a time. As long as we are still together, we should cherish each other."
As she spoke, she raised her hands and clasped the man's sturdy back, leaning close to his ear and whispering, "Can you give it to me tonight?"
Lu Ji was amused. He glared at her and deliberately teased her: "You are still sick, yet you are so anxious."
"Who's anxious?" She glared at him with her fox-like eyes, "I'm worried that you've been holding it in for too long and can't stand it anymore."
The man endured and endured, but finally couldn't help leaning down, touching the thin body of the little woman, and asked worriedly: "Are you really okay? Can you bear it?"
The little woman said nothing, raised her head and blocked his mouth with her cherry lips.
The fragrant and sweet aroma lingered between his lips and teeth, the most familiar taste, always made him linger on it.
She hasn't touched it since she got sick.
The man felt a little dizzy when he suddenly tasted the long-lost sweetness.
Heavy breathing sounded, his kisses roamed over her body passionately, and her soft body was gently touched by his big hands.
The little woman was so sensitive that her whole body trembled.
The man has always been fierce in bed, but now he was forcing himself to be patient and doing it very carefully.
It's like holding a priceless treasure and being afraid of breaking it.
The little woman, however, was enjoying it. She wrapped her soft body around him and, when she got excited, she even boldly sat on him.
The charcoal fire in the fireplace was crackling, and the mysterious figure of the woman was tossed up and down behind the gauze bed curtains.
After all, the man was concerned about the little woman's body. After a while, he grabbed her slender waist, carried her down, and held her under his body. He then pulled the quilt to cover both of them, and moved slowly.
Kissing her blushing face, and asking her if she was tired from time to time.
The little woman was as soft as a cat under him, her face flushed, and she whispered in his ear mischievously, "I'm used to the storms, so I don't like your gentle breeze and drizzle."
Her voice was soft and playful, meant to tease him.
Lu Ji's eyes gradually turned red, but he still tried his best to restrain his desire. He asked slowly, not daring to use too much force.
Although they tried their best to endure it, they still lingered until late at night.
I didn’t dare ask for more, just once.
For Lu Ji, who has always been unrestrained in bed, this is already the limit of his tolerance.
The little girl's illness really damaged her health. Although she has recovered now, she fell into a deep sleep after the operation.
Lu Ji glanced at her tired little face and felt secretly regretful that he shouldn't have let her act so crazy. If she got tired, her illness might relapse.
Only he himself understood how scared he was during the time when she was sick and Zhongliang was in a coma.
At that time, he even thought that if she really could never wake up again, he would not be able to live. Even if he could not give up the burden of the whole family, he would be like a walking corpse and would have no fun for the rest of his life.
He really can't leave her.
(End of this chapter)