Chapter 299 I don't love her as much as before

Lu Ji went out and never came back. Song Zhi came in and said to Qin Xiaoning, "The prince left with his men."

Qin Xiaoning was still angry. Hearing this, she snorted, "Just leave. Why bother with him?"

"Did you two have a fight?" Song Zhi understood Lu Ji's temper and guessed, "Is it because of Master Wei?"

As he spoke, he sighed and muttered, "Master Wei has always been in love with you. Now that the prince has seen you dating her, he will definitely be angry."

She couldn't help but complain to Qin Xiaoning: "You too, knowing that the prince has a domineering temper, you deliberately talked endlessly with Master Wei outside just now. Tell me, how can the prince not be angry?"

Listening to Song Zhi's scolding, Qin Xiaoning snorted coldly: "This is my home. Do I need his permission to talk to someone? Why should he control me?"

"Don't say such angry words." Songzhi said bluntly, "I don't believe you don't want to be the prince's legal wife."

Qin Xiaoning said stubbornly: "Who cares?"

Song Zhi raised his hand and poured a cup of hot tea and handed it to Qin Xiaoning: "Stop talking in anger. It's already this time. It's rare that the prince wants to reconcile. Now he is in power. Why don't you seize the opportunity?"

As he spoke, he gently stroked Qin Xiaoning's belly: "Even if it's not for yourself, you have to think about the child, right?"

Speaking of Qin Xiaoning's weakness, she didn't bother to get angry with Lu Ji anymore. She looked out the window and asked Song Zhi, "Did he say anything when he left?"

"No." Songzhi looked sad when he mentioned this: "I came out of your room and said a few words to the official who came over. Then the prince left with his people without saying anything."

"Oh! Ah Ning, do you think the prince has ignored you in a rage?"

"That's impossible." Qin Xiaoning said, "Even if he doesn't want me, he won't ignore the child."

Although Lu Ji didn't show any obvious behavior in the past two days since he came, Qin Xiaoning knew this man.

In his heart, he was angry with her, so he resisted the urge to show too much joy about the child. In fact, in his heart, he cared a lot about the baby in her belly.

Qin Xiaoning was naturally relieved that Lu Ji liked their child, but when she thought that she had now fallen to the point of relying on the child to win his love, she couldn't help feeling lost.

Once upon a time, he doted on her so much, holding her in his hands and protecting her at the top of his heart.

Now, alas! It is not as good as before.

"Has the prince told you how to accommodate you in the future?" Songzhi asked.

Qin Xiaoning felt even more unsure when she mentioned this: "She didn't say."

Songzhi was worried: "Aning, you said you were away for so many days, maybe Wang Fengyi took advantage of the opportunity to steal the prince's heart, humph, that woman has always been cunning and scheming, and she is used to using tricks."

Who knows.

Qin Xiaoning felt upset when she thought of this.

But she is not a person who dwells on trivial matters: "Lu Ji is not an easy man to control. If he falls in love with someone else, I can't do anything about it. At most, I can give the child to him and I will go back to see him from time to time."

Before Qin Xiaoning could finish, Song Zhi said angrily, "Are you really willing to give up the position of the first wife to someone else? After all, the prince wanted to give this position to you in the first place."

That’s right, Lu Ji did make a promise at the beginning.

Qin Xiaoning sighed: "Who made me not have the patience to wait? I never thought that he could become the regent in such a short time."

Alas! In the final analysis, she was the one who made the mistake first. Even if Lu Ji married someone else, she couldn't blame him.

Until the moon rose above the willows, Lu Ji did not come back.

Without saying a word, the man just left.

In the past, this would have been absolutely impossible.

Thinking of how he doted on her then, and then thinking of his coldness and alienation now, Qin Xiaoning felt upset. She felt unwilling, resentful, and regretful.

It was not until the second half of the night that Qin Xiaoning fell into a drowsy sleep, but she did not sleep soundly, as Lu Ji was all she dreamed about.

She dreamed that he married Wang Fengyi, and the child she gave birth to called Wang Fengyi mother. They were a happy family. She chased after him, desperately calling out to Lu Ji, but she didn't even turn her head. She used all her strength to catch up with him. She grabbed him and cried and begged him, but he replied coldly: "Who made you abandon me in the first place? Who made you unwilling to wait? You are not sincere to me, why should I still love you?"

Every word is heartless.

Qin Xiaoning woke up from crying.

The person I saw was Lu Ji.

The man was sitting in a chair at the end of the bed, staring at her.

The dream was too real. Qin Xiaoning was stunned for a long time before she woke up. She raised her hand to wipe the tears from her face and looked up at Lu Ji.

There was resentment in his eyes.

She was bullied by him in her dream, and at this moment, she was still angry.

Lu Ji looked at her for a long time, then asked, "What did you dream about just now?"

She sniffed and said in a muffled voice, "Nothing."

"I heard you calling my name," he said.

In the dream, she kept calling him, but he ignored her.

This man's heart is so cold and hard.

"I didn't call you." She raised her hand and wiped her tears; "Why would I call you? You don't love me anymore, why should I chase you?"

She turned her head away, unable to hold back her sobs, "I won't call you. From now on, I will put a dagger under my pillow, and I will kill anyone who bullies me in my dreams."

Lu Ji was so angry at her childish words that he laughed. He came closer, glared at her and asked, "Who bullied you? Who do you want to kill?"

"You!" She turned her head suddenly, with resentment in her eyes: "Besides you, who else can bully me?"

Before she could finish her words, the man suddenly kissed her.

Qin Xiaoning subconsciously raised her hand to push him away, but he held her tightly with his arms, and the familiar breath enveloped her. The woman was powerless and could only let him kiss her.

After a long time, he finally let her go.

Qin Xiaoning turned her head away, feeling aggrieved.

Why?
He no longer loves her. He left without saying goodbye yesterday, and now he has returned and is lusting after her again.

I'm afraid this sudden emotion is just a momentary impulse.

Since he no longer loves her, the man's behavior is completely driven by desire and has nothing to do with love.

"What are you thinking about again?"

The man spoke, his voice slightly hoarse.

Qin Xiaoning held back the tears that were about to burst out. She said coldly, "I was thinking, since we have eliminated each other from our hearts, why do we still have to be so intimate?"

After these words were spoken, there was no response from the man for a long time.

Qin Xiaoning turned her head and looked at him. The man looked very secretive and just looked at her with deep eyes.

She was a little confused for a moment, cleared her throat, and then continued: "Why are you looking at me like that? Did I say something wrong?"