Chapter 309 She Only Looks Forward
Qin Xiaoning was sitting in the car with nothing to do and gradually began to feel sleepy.
The carriage was very spacious, and the soft couch in the carriage was large enough for a person to lie down on. The couch was covered with thick felt and quilts, making it very comfortable to lie on.
After a while, Qin Xiaoning fell asleep.
In a daze, she felt herself being thrown into a warm environment. The slight shaking feeling caused by the movement of the carriage gradually disappeared. She was sleeping soundly and was too lazy to open her eyes. She simply felt more comfortable and slept more soundly.
Qin Xiaoning gradually regained consciousness until she felt a tingling sensation on her face. Thinking that she was being bothered by a small insect, she was slapped in the face before she could even open her eyes.
The touch doesn't feel right.
Her eyes shot open.
She was actually lying in Lu Ji's arms, and the man was looking at her without blinking.
Qin Xiaoning frowned, but before she could ask, Lu Ji interrupted her, "The road is so bumpy, I'm worried that it might upset my baby."
It turns out it was for the children.
Qin Xiaoning sneered in her heart and said calmly: "Then you should just serve as a human cushion for your child's mother."
With the men on both sides, she could sleep comfortably. After saying this, Qin Xiaoning simply closed her eyes and went to sleep again.
"You've been sleeping all the way. It's already noon, and you haven't gotten enough sleep?" The man spoke lightly. His tone had become gentler, no longer as angry as he was this morning.
It can be seen that this man deserves to be punished and does not know how to coax him. The more you soften him, the more angry he will get.
You have to teach him a lesson from time to time.
Qin Xiaoning closed her eyes and just gave him a neutral "hmm".
"Can you talk to me?" The man said gently, coaxing her in return.
Qin Xiaoning opened her eyes slightly, looking half asleep, and said nonchalantly, "What is there to talk about? We just don't get along at the moment, and we'll quarrel if we talk."
As she spoke, she moved down from his legs, and rested her head on the pillow in a comfortable position: "I think we should talk less."
Lu Ji remained silent.
Finally, everything quieted down and Qin Xiaoning closed her eyes to rest.
After a while, Lu Ji squeezed in and lay down beside her.
Although the couch was spacious, Lu Ji was tall and strong, and when he lay down, the entire bed immediately became cramped and crowded.
Qin Xiaoning quit immediately.
She opened her eyes and looked at Lu Ji: "You go down, I feel it's too crowded."
The tone is quite impolite.
Lu Ji turned his head to look at her: "Do you dislike me so much?"
She said, "I feel it's too crowded."
Then he raised his hand and pushed him: "Get down quickly."
Lu Ji protested: "Don't forget, I worked hard to find this car for you, shouldn't you be a little grateful to me?"
A grown man, looking very aggrieved.
Qin Xiaoning continued to push him until she pushed him up from the couch.
The little woman bent one leg, placed the other leg on it, put her hands under her head, and occupied the entire soft couch comfortably.
Seeing the man staring at her, Qin Xiaoning remembered what he had just said, so she replied: "You came here for your child, didn't you? It's not for me either. I have no reason to be grateful to you."
The little woman looked cold and distant, not caring about him at all.
The grievance on Lu Ji's face became more intense. He finally understood that to this little woman, he was dispensable. If he could give her what she wanted, she would treat him well. Otherwise, she would turn her face against him.
A typical white-eyed wolf.
Lu Ji looked at her helplessly for a long time. He sighed and asked, "A Ning, do you really not care about our past? To you, my love for you is really worthless?"
It was he who saved her, and it was he who raised her and took good care of her.
Qin Xiaoning has not forgotten this.
She said to him, "Your kindness to me is real, but haven't I also repaid you?"
Lu Ji frowned and asked, "What did you give me in return?"
Qin Xiaoning pointed to her belly and said, "I'm pregnant with your child, and I promised to let you raise the child. Isn't this considered a repayment?"
As she spoke, she turned over slightly and said, "You have to know that carrying a child is a very difficult job."
She gave birth to a child for him as a way of repaying Lu Ji's kindness. As for anything else, she would definitely not give it to him.
For example, continue to be submissive and serve as his concubine.
Since he would not give her the position of princess, and since he had repaid Qin Xiaoning's past favor, they would have no further involvement in the future.
She would not be so foolish as to wait for him like before.
When she returns to Shuwang in the future, if she meets a man she likes, she will marry him or take him in as a son-in-law.
These days, she even started thinking about what kind of husband she should find.
He is about to get married, but he can't give her what she wants, so is she just going to wait for him foolishly?
After hearing this, Lu Ji's face showed a look of dejection and frustration, and he fell into complete silence.
Qin Xiaoning sneered in her heart.
In the heart of a proud man like Lu Ji, only women would pursue him. He felt very unbalanced when he was suddenly abandoned and despised by her.
I am used to being proud and cannot stand the slightest bit of grievance.
He didn't say anything, and Qin Xiaoning was too lazy to talk anymore, so she closed her eyes again and continued to rest.
After a while, Lu Ji spoke again. He asked her, "A Ning, I just want to know, when you left me, were you reluctant?"
"Even a little bit."
The man's tone was sad and he looked hurt.
Qin Xiaoning's heart softened a little. She opened her eyes again, looked at the depressed and frustrated man, and said in a gentle tone, "What's the point of you still caring about those things now?"
Lu Ji also looked at her, and said with his thin lips slightly opened: "In your heart, isn't everything we did in the past worth worrying about?"
Qin Xiaoning was choked by the question.
They did have a very beautiful past, but he had always wanted to leave. From the day she became his concubine, she had no intention of staying with him forever.
It's not that she doesn't like him, she has loved him before, but she is an orphan and has been helpless since childhood, so she developed a very realistic personality a long time ago.
She knew what she wanted.
Since she can't get it, she won't dwell on it.
Seeing the man mention this, she opened her heart to him and said, "It's not that I don't feel reluctant, but I am determined to leave."
Seeing the sadness in the man's eyes after hearing this, she softened her tone and comforted him, "Lu Ji, let's all look forward. Don't worry about the past. You will have a bright future, a beautiful wife and concubines, and a prosperous life. I will also be comfortable and free."
"We all live the life we want, isn't that good?"