Chapter 197 Correct his bad habits.

The two have been married for almost half a year, and their relationship has always been good. There have been no small conflicts or frictions, and they are sweet every day. Shen Zhiyi chatted with Wang Feifei and others some time ago, and talked about the bumpy marriages of several actresses in the circle, including those who were cheated of money and hearts. They all said that marriage is made of lies. At that time, she didn't take it seriously, thinking that those things would definitely not happen to her and Pei Yu.

As a result, I only now realize that my husband, as a wife, has been hiding such a big thing from me.

"Pei Yu," Shen Zhiyi still didn't come closer. She leaned against the wall and looked down at the pattern on the carpet. "Before, I kept it a secret from you because I had a cold, and you were unhappy. Now you are hiding something as big as an operation from me. Aren't you too hypocritical?"

There is no such thing.

She felt helpless, "No one is married like this."

There is no such thing as a risk-free operation. What if he went into the operating room for some accident and never came out again? While he was in surgery and his breathing was gradually weakening, she was sleeping peacefully and eating happily in China. Is this reasonable?
When the two were in the same space before but had no communication, Pei Yu had already thought clearly about how to explain it to her, but at this moment, after hearing her words, he couldn't say a word and was shrouded in great panic.

"Zhizhi," he said in a hoarse voice, very uneasy, afraid that her next words would mean that she wanted to break up with him, "I was wrong, you can blame me however you want."

But don't reject him.

In some ways, he is actually a very selfish person and is used to making his own decisions on everything. When the follow-up examination found that the situation was not good and surgery was needed, he never thought of telling Shen Zhiyi because he felt it was unnecessary. It was just a minor operation and there was no need to make her worry about him, not to mention that she was very busy at that time.

He admitted his mistake now only because Shen Zhiyi was unhappy. Many times, he made decisions based on Shen Zhiyi's emotions.

"You're a patient, how can I blame you?"

Shen Zhiyi walked to the bedside, and Pei Yu tightly grasped his wrist. He looked up, his eyebrows still sick, "You can blame me, you can blame me in any way you want."

"I never thought you would hide this from me," she paused, "You should blame me. I was fooled by you and didn't realize anything was wrong."

It was her fault for not caring enough about Pei Yu and for trusting him too much.

"I don't blame you." Pei Yu couldn't stand hearing such words. His heart was broken. He lowered his head and kissed the back of her hand, and apologized again, "I'm sorry."

Shen Zhiyi looked at him, her eyes slowly turning red, "Pei Yu, you really are going too far."

"If it were me, how would you feel if I also kept the surgery a secret from you?"

She pulled her hand away, rubbed her eyes with the back of her hand, and choked up, "We are husband and wife. When you are sick or in the hospital, I should be with you. What's the point of asking Secretary Qin to do this? Don't you have a wife yourself?"

Pei Yu was most afraid of her crying, but he was always the culprit who made her cry. His Adam's apple rolled, his heart was burning, and he didn't care about anything else. He pulled her to sit on the bed, hugged her in his arms and coaxed her, "It's all my fault, I did it wrong, I was too selfish, I won't hide anything from you anymore, don't cry, okay?"

He had just finished surgery, and Shen Zhiyi refused to let him hold her, choking and scolding him, "Don't move!"

Pei Yu had no choice but to let go, "I won't move, and you should stop crying, okay?"

He didn't feel anything when he was doing the examinations over and over again, nor did he feel anything when he was doing the surgery. But when he saw her crying at this moment, he felt a pang in his heart and regretted his decision.

Shen Zhiyi was right about his double standards. He was just like that. He didn't care enough about his health, or he was too confident. He didn't even consider the possibility of the operation failing. He had even planned to be discharged early and return home on Friday.

His wife wouldn't let him hug her, so he could only coax her dryly, and made all kinds of promises. Fortunately, they were in a private ward, so no one saw Mr. Pei's humble side. Even Secretary Qin didn't know that he was like this in front of Shen Zhiyi. In fact, Shen Zhiyi cried for a while and vented almost everything. She stayed by his bedside all night, and the fear and worry had eased a lot. She was definitely angry, but more of it was heartache. When she thought that no one was with him in the hospital for treatment, her heart was choked.

The reason why she kept crying was somewhat acting, just to teach Pei Yu a lesson, to make him remember it. She absolutely did not want to go through this kind of thing a second time.

After Pei Yu had said all the nice things he could and seemed to really know he was wrong, she slowly wiped away her tears and calmed down.

He had just finished surgery, and Shen Zhiyi wanted to cure him, but she didn't want to let him suffer for too long.

"Would you like breakfast?"

Pei Yu couldn't eat anything at the moment, his heart was all on her, but as soon as she opened her mouth, he agreed, "Eat."

Shen Zhiyi went to reheat the breakfast, and the nurse who had been waiting outside came in and helped Pei Yu to wash up.

After Pei Yu finished his breakfast, Shen Zhiyi turned around with the cutlery.

Pei Yu was uneasy, "Zhizhi?"

"I'm going to change clothes."

Shen Zhiyi didn't get angry with him, but her attitude wasn't clingy either. She was cold and indifferent. This was the first time she looked like this after their marriage. Pei Yu had long been accustomed to a soft and smiling wife, and he felt even more uncomfortable when his treatment suddenly took a turn for the worse.

The problem is that no one can be blamed, it's all his own fault.

After a while, Shen Zhiyi changed her clothes and came out. She went to lie on the other side of the bed as if she didn't notice Pei Yu's gaze that was always on her.

As soon as she lay down, Pei Yu came over.

"Don't touch me," she said, her voice still hoarse after she had just finished crying, sounding very pitiful, "I want to sleep for a while."

She hadn't slept for a long time and her whole body felt heavy. Only after she finished crying did she feel a little sleepy.

Pei Yu was forced to keep a distance from her, the corners of his lips were stretched into a line, but he dared not disobey and was in an extremely low mood.

The hand under the quilt was suddenly held. Shen Zhiyi lay on her side facing him with her eyes closed. "Don't think too much. I don't let you touch me because you just had surgery and can't move around. I'll sleep for a while and then get up to accompany you."

Everything that needed to be said had been said. Shen Zhiyi didn't want to argue with a patient like him. She didn't think she had quarreled with him. She just corrected a bad habit of Pei Yu.

"it is good."

Pei Yu lay down beside her and looked at her quietly. The two of them kept a certain distance from each other, with only his hand holding hers.

"Zhizhi," he whispered, "I love you."

Shen Zhiyi had already fallen asleep and was unable to respond to him, but Pei Yu didn't need this sentence to understand her love for him.