Chapter 201 Transformation
Later, Ye Xi said a lot more, but Qiao Susu was no longer in the mood to listen.

"What is your purpose in calling me here?" she asked.

Ye Xi frowned and said, "I want to ask you to enter the game again. I will tell you everything I know about the game, and I just hope you can change Anubis' ending."

"why me?"

"Because the backend detected that after you logged out, your world had a completely different plot from the one you set, and the main characters also took completely opposite paths. INF Company suspects that the characters in the world you saved the file in had mutated and awakened, which affected the same character's clones in other worlds. After all, they are all in the same server."

Qiao Suisui sneered faintly, she lowered her eyes, and felt sad for herself for being immersed in the game for a while. She had a lot of problems to deal with in reality, and she fell in love with a few paper people, and she almost stayed in the fantasy forever because of this.
Everything is fake.

The fingertips holding the coffee cup turned slightly white, and the bitterness in her heart was indescribable.

"I'm not that important. I'm sorry I can't help you."

Qiao Suisui stood up and prepared to leave. When she walked past Ye Xi, she paused slightly and turned her head to say to her: "We all deserve to be loved in reality."

After saying that, she left without stopping or hesitating.

What's the point of starting over? It's just repeating their fake love and saving a fabricated person.

Qiao Susu's reason told her not to think about anything related to the game anymore, but her heart still ached uncontrollably, as if she was peeling off the scab on the wound with her own hands and watching her emotions bleed and fester with her own eyes.

She forgot how she got back to the hotel. She only knew that she slept unconscious for the whole afternoon and then woke up with a high fever.

There was an anxious knock on the door from outside by Qiao Jiming.

"Sister, open the door, it's me."

Qiao Susu got out of bed, feeling dizzy and almost fell to the ground. She held onto the wall and moved to the door and opened it.

When Qiao Jiming saw her pale face and shaky body, he immediately held her shoulders and picked her up, then closed the door with his feet.

"Why are you here?" She realized her voice was hoarse as she spoke.

"You didn't answer my call."

He gently placed her on the bed, touched her forehead and found that her body temperature was surprisingly hot.

Qiao Jiming had a dark face and went into the bathroom without saying a word. Then he quickly came out with a wet cold towel and put it on her forehead.

Qiao Suisui saw him looking everywhere, not knowing what he was looking for, and was too lazy to ask. She had no strength now, so she closed her eyes and huddled in the quilt. After a while, she heard the air conditioner making a constant "beeping" sound. It was Qiao Jiming adjusting the temperature.

She didn't want to pay attention to it and fell asleep again after a while.

She didn't know how long it had been before she felt a chill on her body. She opened her eyes and saw Qiao Jiming wiping her neck and palms with alcohol.

Realizing that she was awake, Qiao Jiming gently picked her up and placed her on his lap, wrapped her in a quilt, and then reached the hand holding the towel under the quilt into her clothes.

When Qiao Susu's back touched the cold towel, she shuddered all over.

"What are you doing"

"This will help the fever go away faster."

"I, I'll do it myself."

"Can you do it?"

Qiao Jiming no longer followed her lead as usual. He held her head with one hand and let her lie on his shoulder, while he gently rubbed her back with the other hand. The place where the alcohol had been rubbed felt both hot and cold, and Qiao Suisui's back was stiff. She felt that even though they were siblings, this action was a bit too much.

She put her hands on his shoulders and tried to break free, but the next second Qiao Jiming hugged her waist.

"Stop moving."

He didn't know when his voice started to become hoarse.

Qiao Jiming sat on the chair and Qiao Susu sat on him. He was a normal man with a strong blood and vigor. At this moment, the thoughts he had been planning for many years could hardly be hidden.

After wiping her back, Qiao Jiming carried her back to bed, covered her with a quilt, put a cooling patch on her forehead, and boiled water for her in a new kettle.

Qiao Susu looked at the things on the table: mineral water, a cup, antipyretic drugs, a cooling patch, a thermometer, medical alcohol, a new towel and a kettle, as well as other daily necessities, all of which Qiao Jiming had just bought downstairs.

She had known since she was a child how meticulous he was.

But she didn't know that Qiao Jiming had never been so considerate to people other than her.

She looked at the busy boy in the room. She didn't know when his shoulders and back had become so broad. She also didn't know when he started to rarely call her sister, and even never called her that when they were outside.

Qiao Susu has hated him since she was a child.

He is good-looking, has good grades, and acts well in front of adults. No matter what good things his mother gives him first, as for Qiao Susu, she is required to give in to her younger brother unconditionally no matter what happens.

But Qiao Jiming seemed not to notice how annoying she was and kept sticking to her.

Whatever Qiao's mother gave him, he would pass on to Qiao Susu. Every time he was punished, Qiao Jiming would stop him. If he couldn't stop him, he would be punished together with her. Usually at this time, Qiao's mother would not be willing to beat him anymore and the matter would be left unresolved.

The sentence he often said to her when he was a child was -

"Sister, when I grow up, we will move out. It will be just the two of us. Then you can do whatever you want and no one will control us anymore."

"What are you daydreaming about? What's wrong with you?"

Qiao Jiming's voice interrupted her memories. The young man's slender white hand touched her head. Qiao Susu met his worried eyes, and suddenly a feeling of apology surged in her heart.

"Jiming, I've been very bad to you, right?"

Qiao Jiming was stunned, then he laughed. He sat down beside her bed, leaned over to stroke her head and helped her smooth out her tangled long hair.

"It's not bad, I am sorry for you." There was a gentle guilt in the boy's eyes, "I took away mother's love and made you suffer a lot. But it doesn't matter" I will love you twice as much. Qiao Jiming said in his heart.

Maybe being sick makes people vulnerable, or maybe Qiao Suisui has really let it go. She no longer focuses on the past of not being loved and falls into an irresistible sadness, but now pays more attention to what she has.

She has a young and healthy body;

She has a major she likes and a future full of expectations;
She has a life that is about to be independent and does not depend on anyone else;
She had Qiao Jiming's indulgence and love for decades;
She has a naive and sincere close friend like Lin Xixi;

She has the protection and appreciation from a favored person like Guan Weizhi;

Most importantly, she has the courage and determination to live a good life no matter whether she is in good times or bad.

In fact, she has a lot, why has she never discovered it before?
　I believe that some readers have already understood what I want to express. Girls, bloom in reality. You can indulge in fantasy, but don't fantasize all the time. Go and fight for yourself in reality. Don't be anyone's NPC, just be the protagonist in your own world. Come on.

　　(End of this chapter)