Chapter 182 Zhou Shuyun's Collapse
Just as Zhou Shuyun figured this out, the feeling of suffocation came again and she was drowned.

Not only was she drowned, but Gao Hanhan died in the middle of winter and the water was very cold.

What made Zhou Shuyun collapse was that she was clearly dead in the dream, so why was her senses still there?

She felt the biting coldness of the water enveloping her, a coldness that penetrated her bones and her soul.

I don’t know how long I stayed in this cold weather before the scene in front of me changed again.

Now she was standing in the alley, and before she could react, a hand suddenly attacked from behind and pushed her down.

Her center of balance was unstable and she fell forward, and in front of her, there was suddenly a sharp stone.

When her head hit the stone and the severe pain came, Zhou Shuyun knew that this was the method she had originally used on her sister Zhou Shufen.

Afterwards, Zhou Shuyun could feel that she seemed to be conscious, but she could not move at all.

There seemed to be a sound from outside.

But no matter how she shouted, no one outside could hear her.

No matter how she struggled, she was conscious but unable to move.

Zhou Shuyun knew that this person had become a conscious living dead.

She didn't know whether Zhou Shufen was conscious at the time, but now she was conscious, but she would rather not be conscious.

Because you are conscious and your mind is clear, but you can't move. If it lasts for a while, it will drive you crazy over time.

But Zhou Shuyun in her dream felt that this situation would definitely last for a long time.

This is true.

In the dream, time passed little by little, but Zhou Shuyun always remained the same.

Zhou Shuyun truly experienced what it meant to live every day like a year. It was really painful.

If the previous death only caused her physical pain, now it was tormenting her spirit.

She was almost going crazy!

At this moment, Zhou Shuyun couldn't wait to enter the next death.

As for why she felt that there would be another death, it was probably because Zhou Shuyun knew that the people she had hurt were not just the ones mentioned above.

Zhou Shuyun also knew that she was in a dream, but no matter how she struggled, she couldn't wake up.

No idea how much time had passed, but just when Zhou Shuyun was about to go crazy, the scene in front of her finally changed.

At this moment, Zhou Shuyun was so excited that she almost cried.

But she didn't know that the next terrible nightmare of death was waiting for her.

At this age, she immediately thought of Ji Zhenzhen.

So, she wanted to repeat Ji Zhenzhen's death?
But wasn't Ji Zhenzhen alive? Didn't she return to her elder sister's side?

What Zhou Shuyun didn’t know was that in a world without Shen Yunshu, Ji Zhenzhen was dead.

Therefore, it was reasonable for Shen Yunshu to let her repeat Ji Zhenzhen's original fate. After all, it was her own fault and she should bear the consequences.

The dream was just as Zhou Shuyun expected.

She was then sold to a sonless couple.

At first the couple treated her well, but when the wife became pregnant and gave birth to a child, her nightmare began.

The next day, she was still married to the old gangster.

When the old gangster found out that she was not a virgin, he beat her up that night.

After that, it was either sexual gratification or beatings.

Even when she was pregnant, she was beaten to miscarry. This scene of being beaten to the point of miscarriage was too familiar to Zhou Shuyun.

Because this is what she experienced in her first marriage.

Those things once became her nightmares, and even after divorcing Qian Guangde, she was still afraid.

Until she mustered up the courage and finally killed Qian Guangde and his mother.

Even so, no matter what, she didn't want to go back to that time.

But now she has to go through all this again and again.

Finally, she became desperate in her dream and committed suicide with a rope.

In fact, Zhou Shuyun in real life also thought about committing suicide, but in the end she chose to ask Zhou Shufen and Ji Youwei for help, and chose to kill Qian Guangde and his mother with her own hands half a year later to end this nightmare.

But now, repeating Ji Zhenzhen's fate, she has to experience again what she doesn't want to endure.

This time, both her body and mind suffered great harm and torture.

……

Zhou Shuyun finally woke up from a dream amidst a barrage of curses.

She was lying on the bed with lifeless eyes, as if her soul had been sucked out.

The voices of those people accusing her of not being able to have children still seemed to linger in her ears.

Because she can't give birth, Zhou Shuyun can't bear to see others giving birth.

When she married her current husband, she really wanted to take action against the three children who were not hers, but they were grown up, and especially if she took action, her reputation as a bad luckster would be established.

So, Zhou Shuyun chose to let them go.

But all three of them were given a drug that made them infertile for the rest of their lives.

She feels happy when she sees that others are unable to have children like her, and that this causes family quarrels and marital discord.

However, she didn't expect that she would experience these things in her dreams.

Zhou Shuyun was lying on the bed and started crying.

It’s so difficult to wake up.

The deaths that repeated themselves in my dreams were truly horrifying.

It was at this time that Zhou Shuyun began to feel a little guilty. She wondered if what she had done in the past had been too cruel.

But this thought only lasted for a moment, and soon Zhou Shuyun felt that she was right.

Why can she live a bad life while others can live a good life?
It’s not fair. It’s not fair at all!

So, she also wants those people to be like her.

She was not wrong!

only……

Zhou Shuyun, who had just recovered some of her strength after lying in bed for a long time, couldn't help but feel panic when she thought of the nightmare she had just experienced.

Because there was a voice in her heart telling her.

She had to turn herself in, tell everything she had done, and receive the punishment she deserved. Otherwise, as long as she fell asleep, the nightmare she had last night would continue.

"No, no, no, this dream is just a coincidence."

Turn yourself in? That's impossible.

So Zhou Shuyun could only desperately comfort herself, brainwash herself, and tell herself that last night's nightmare was just a coincidence.

After one time, it's gone.