Chapter 42: He always fails to do what he wants to do

Shen Yunshu was stunned where she stood, looking at Meng Jue in disbelief.

Is Meng Jue mentally ill?

He betrayed our relationship, married another woman, and even indirectly killed the original owner. How dare you ask such questions now!
If Meng Jue did all this and the original owner still loved her, then the original owner was either mentally retarded and not in a clear mind, or she was a love-sucking dog, and was even more suitable to dig wild vegetables than Wang Baochuan.

Unfortunately, the original owner was not, and neither was she.

Shen Yunshu just thought it was hilarious that Meng Jue asked this question.

Doesn't he know what he has done?

She wanted to turn around and leave, not wanting to answer this stupid question.

But seeing the seriousness and paranoia in Meng Jue's eyes, she stopped again.

Because she could see that Meng Jue was really serious about wanting an answer, and he really felt that there was nothing wrong with asking this question.

Okay, since you want the answer, just tell him, so that he won't be too narcissistic and will not bother you again in the future.

"You ask me if I still love you?"

"Since you want to know so much, I'll tell you."

Meng Jue pursed his lips, clenched his hands, and even held his breath. At this moment, he looked like a prisoner waiting for trial.

And soon, his judgment, no, or rather the guillotine fell.

"Meng Jue, I don't love you anymore."

"From that day, when you and Shen Yunxiu came to the street office to get your marriage certificate, Shen Yunshu, who once loved you so much, trusted you so much, and even relied on you for everything, died."

"The current Shen Yunshu doesn't love you. She doesn't love you now, and she won't love you in the future."

Meng Jue took two steps back, feeling heartbroken, and his eyes suddenly turned red.

Although he already had a guess in his mind, when he actually heard Shen Yunshu say this, he still felt as if his heart was being torn apart and it hurt terribly.

His face was filled with sorrow, and he hurriedly explained, "Xiaoshu, I didn't mean it. I, I don't like Shen Yunxiu at all. That child was also plotted by my mother and Shen Yunxiu. I didn't take the initiative to betray our relationship. I..."

By the end of his speech, Meng Jue was already crying, tears falling silently, his face full of sadness.

He knew that today might be his last chance to keep Shen Yunshu and retain this relationship.

If they missed it, there would be no chance for him and Xiaoshu anymore.

But he didn't want to, he didn't want to give up.

He still remembers how his heart beat faster when he first saw Xiaoshu. It was winter at that time, but his mood was like flowers blooming in spring. He could even hear the sound of flowers blooming and smell their fragrance.

He also remembered how excited, nervous, and even stuttered he felt when he first spoke to Xiaoshu.

He also remembered that when he confirmed his relationship with Xiaoshu, he felt that he was the happiest person in the world. He was so happy that he couldn't sleep the whole night. After learning about Xiaoshu's experience, he secretly swore in his heart that he would protect Xiaoshu, love her well, and never let her down.

But now, he has broken his promise.

He knew that he deserved it, but he loved Xiaoshu and he couldn't bear to leave her.

"You don't have to say anything." Shen Yunshu spoke, stopping him from continuing to speak.

"Meng Jue, whether you did it on purpose or were plotted against or forced, but..."

"Betrayal is betrayal! There is no way to change this. I only accept the result."

"and……"

Shen Yunshu took a step closer to Meng Jue, "Meng Jue, do you see any difference between me and before?"

Meng Jue was stunned, and Shen Yunshu saw the confusion in his eyes.

Shen Yunshu stepped back.

Look, if you really love Shen Yunshu, how can you not see that the current Shen Yunshu is not the same person as the previous Shen Yunshu.

Even if the skin is the same, the soul is different.

After traveling through time, Shen Yunshu did not imitate the original owner, but just stayed herself. However, after several contacts, Meng Jue did not notice any difference in her.

Shen Yunshu feels that if you really love someone, even if they have the same appearance, the soul can still recognize each other.

But Meng Jue couldn't recognize it.

In fact, no matter that Meng Jue cannot recognize her now, or that he was plotted against before, the bottom line is that he just doesn’t love her that much.

"Xiaoshu, can't you really give me another chance?" Meng Jue pleaded.

Shen Yunshu laughed, "Will this opportunity be useful to you now?"

"Are you willing to give up Shen Yunxiu who is pregnant with your child, or are you willing to give up your parents?"

"both are not."

Meng Jue's sense of morality is too strong, and he relies too much on his parents. Even if he has the intention, he doesn't have the strength.

No matter what you want to do, you will never be able to do it as long as there is resistance from your parents and moral sense.

"So, don't force it."

"Meng Jue, let's just live our lives happily ever after."

"When we meet next time, just treat us as strangers."

Since the original owner did not choose to let her take revenge on Meng Jue, it means that the original owner does not actually hate Meng Jue. In this case, let them forget each other and live in peace.

"My fiancé is still waiting for me, so I won't talk to you any more."

"Meng Jue, that's all. I wish you all the best in the future."

The last sentence was said by Shen Yunshu to Meng Jue on behalf of the original owner.

In that dream, the original owner said that in the years since her grandfather passed away, she met Meng Jue, and Meng Jue did give her a lot of love and care. Even though Meng Jue has betrayed their relationship now, the love and care, and the happy days, were all real, and she truly felt them.

She also knew that Meng Jue had no choice. She knew that Meng Jue loved her, but he just didn't have the ability to continue with her. He could never do what he wanted to do.

The original owner did not blame Meng Jue.

She also said that Meng Jue was not a bad person actually. It could even be said that Meng Jue was a good person with a strong sense of morals. However, he was too good, so good that he was a little cowardly, and so good that he was always prone to compromise. That was why they had ended up in this situation today.

The original owner still hoped that Meng Jue would be happy in the future.

After Shen Yunshu finished speaking, she ignored Meng Jue, left directly, and walked to Ji Huainan's side.

"Have you bought the watch?" Shen Yunshu asked.

"Ah."

"Then let's go."

"it is good."

Shen Yunshu followed Ji Huainan and quickly left the department store.

Meng Jue, who had been standing there, just quietly watched the two people's backs as they left.

Watching Shen Yunshu's back gradually disappear from his sight, it was as if the passionate love of his youth was also walking out of his life step by step, lost forever, never to come back.

Meng Jue slowly squatted down, unable to hold back any longer, and burst into tears, with despair in his heart and eyes.

My heart aches to the extreme at this moment.

"But, Xiaoshu, I still love you..." I still love you all the time.

In fact, if you look closely, you can see a scar on Meng Jue's right wrist.

That was the scar Meng Jue left on the night he was plotted against, when he was so desperate that he wanted to commit suicide...

The eyes of the people passing by fell on Meng Jue who was squatting on the ground and crying. No one approached him. At this moment, Meng Jue seemed to be alone. At this moment, he seemed to be abandoned by the whole world...

(End of this chapter)