Chapter 204 Notes on the Past (Chang'an Extra)
The forty-eighth year of Zhaohui.

He often lay on his sickbed, in the sunlight, gently stroking the yellow book in his hand that was stained with traces of time.

The book was well preserved. He slowly opened it with light in his eyes, as if he had returned to his youth following the childish handwriting.

first time:
After learning to write, I wanted to record everything that happened during these days.

I think that in the future I will miss the time that changed my destiny, and I will always remember the person who changed my destiny.

My godfather said that if I followed Princess Zhaoyang, I would have a good future.

I agreed.

Later I realized that a eunuch's best future was not promotion or wealth, but a peaceful life.

As a servant, I should not comment on my master, but Princess Zhaoyang is different from the masters I have served.

Maybe because she had a hard life, she didn't look like a princess, but she was more noble than anyone else.

I can't see her clearly.

But I wanted to follow her.

Article 2:
Princess Zhaoyang gave me the opportunity to do something. For the first time, I felt what it felt like to be entrusted with an important task.

The first time I saw Princess Zhaoyang's shrewdness and scheming beneath her innocence, I was not afraid. I even thought that only a princess like this was worthy of being my master.

When she stepped on my shoulders and told me to do something, I thought - in this life, I will only give my worthless life to my master.

master.

I, a lowly stray dog, finally found my master.

Loyalty is the only thing left for a slave like me who has nothing.

Article 3:
The days are getting busier and busier, but the busyness feels unreal.

I always felt that these state affairs and people's livelihood should not be handled by a slave of humble origin like me, but not only did I do it, I did it better than those ministers who looked like decent people.

Master, you should be happy, right?

After a few days in Zhaoyang County, I missed my master a little.

However, Xingchun and Cidong are calm and steady and should be able to take good care of their master.

If I handle the affairs of Zhaoyang County better, my master will be happy, right?
Article 4:
The master's schoolwork these days is really worrying.

But it is understandable. It is hot in summer and the master is young, so it is normal that he does not want to sit in front of boring books.

I saw that the Imperial Master had built a new Hanliang Palace for the master in the mansion, but the master didn't like to go there. After seeing the Imperial Master's joke, I felt a little better.

Somehow, I always feel that the relationship between the Imperial Master and the Master is strange. How the two of them met each other and the cause and effect are all unreasonable, as if they appeared out of thin air.

I hope the national teacher has no ulterior motives.

Chapter :
In the autumn, the master made a mistake. I can see that the play was clearly not the master's doing!
The master did act a little bit foolishly, but she was never vague about major events and important occasions. She actually admitted it today. It could only be because - she was protecting the Second Prince.

It seems that the identity of the second prince is indeed very interesting.

Chapter 6:
As winter approaches, I have to be busy with matters inside and outside the palace. Although I am mentally and physically exhausted every day, I feel happy in my heart.

I am not a waste.

I am also someone who can get things done.

Chapter 7:
For the first time, I had a proper New Year. I wasn’t cold, nor was I hungry. I was just happy and at peace.

However, the relationship between the master and the imperial teacher seemed to have become distant. The master no longer clung to the imperial teacher, and no longer begged him to exempt her from homework.

I feel that the master is not happy.

The national teacher deserves to die.

Chapter 8:
The imperial court established the East and West Factories, and I became the governor of the East Factory. My master told me that I could be the governor of both factories and asked me to do a good job.

When I lowered my head, I found that my master had grown a head taller, his face had gained weight, and his complexion was rosy. It was obvious that he was well-fed.

I think life is really getting better and better.

Chang An flipped through the memories of his youth page by page until he reached the sixty-eighth chapter.

Chapter 68:
That night, I finally understood what it felt like to be cut by a blunt knife.

The relationship between the master and the imperial teacher returned to normal, and even improved.

The master and the imperial teacher were sleeping in the same bed, making love in the night palace. The sounds were clearly sweet, but they were so overwhelming that I couldn't breathe.

I know, it’s not that the national teacher is unworthy, it’s that I am unworthy.

So what if he is the Governor of the East Factory?
I'm just a eunuch. Even if I want to be a concubine, it won't be my turn.

Chapter 69:
The master is missing.

Just as ridiculous as this matter was that there was a little palace maid who wanted to have sex with me.

I saw her cowering eyes, her vulnerable fragility, and her deep contempt for me, a eunuch.

She said that she didn't want to live a miserable life being bullied by everyone, she wanted me to pity her, and she said she was willing to accept all kinds of despicable means by which I tortured her.

I sent her to the Ministry of Punishment.

My crippled body is of no use other than serving my master wholeheartedly.

Chang An smiled bitterly, tears welling up in his eyes. He turned to the last page and wrote:
Chapter 176:
If there is reincarnation in this world, I pray to God to let me accompany my master for another lifetime.

Chang An bows in thanks.