Chapter 222 I Can't Lose You Again

"You're so good to me, how could I not be moved?"

"Our relationship is getting better and better, and we finally feel like a real family."

"But one day, you had an accident and left me, Tuantuan and Suisui behind."

Xu Jinzhi's voice choked and his body began to tremble. He simply could not accept the fact that Xie Yanchuan had left him.

"I'm sorry." Xie Yanchuan said in a hoarse voice.

He felt very sorry for abandoning them, but
Sometimes, things are just so unpredictable.

"I was just pregnant at that time. I wanted to wait for you to come back and tell you the good news, but you didn't come back. You never came back to me."

"Xie Yanchuan, you left me and never came back to me!"

In her previous life, Xu Jinzhi had been numbing herself. She told herself that her marriage with Xie Yanchuan was originally a business marriage and there was no love between them.

So Xie Yanchuan died and that was it, but her life had to go on, and she still had many people and things she cared about.

But now that he knew that Xie Yanchuan died for him, emotions of guilt kept coming up, and Xu Jinzhi realized that he had blamed Xie Yanchuan in his previous life.

I blame him for saying he would take care of me and love me, but in the end he left me alone!

Let her live alone for so many years!

But now, all that's left is guilt.

Xie Yanchuan didn't know what else to say. He squatted down, tilted his head slightly, and put his forehead against Xu Jinzhi's.

At this moment, his eyes were full of blood. He could only hug Xu Jinzhi and repeat "I'm sorry" over and over again.

Xu Jinzhi couldn't control her emotions at all. She hugged Xie Yanchuan and kissed him uncontrollably.

Xie Yanchuan was also kissing Xu Jinzhi back, his movements were a bit rough, as if he wanted to melt Xu Jinzhi into his body.

After a long time, Xu Jinzhi collapsed powerlessly in Xie Yanchuan's arms. She was pregnant with Sui Sui, so it was impossible for Xie Yanchuan to do anything to her.

The two of them hugged each other like this to give each other a sense of security.

After a long while, Xu Jinzhi seemed to have recovered a little. She continued, "Because you left when I was pregnant with Sui Sui in my previous life, I often have nightmares now that I am pregnant with Sui Sui."

"I'm worried that you'll leave me like you did in my last life."

"Don't be afraid, everything is over." Xie Yanchuan said.

"I'm just afraid." Xu Jinzhi whispered softly, "I've already lost you once, I can't lose you again."

"It's all over." Xie Yanchuan said as he rubbed the top of Xu Jinzhi's head with his chin.

"Yeah, it's all in the past. I shouldn't keep thinking about the past." Xu Jinzhi said, trying hard to force a smile, but the smile was too forced.

Xie Yanchuan carried Xu Jinzhi back to the bed, then went to the bathroom to get a clean towel and wiped Xu Jinzhi's face.

Then Xie Yanchuan went to the bathroom and took a quick shower. When he returned to bed and lay down, Xu Jinzhi was still asleep.

Xie Yanchuan held Xu Jinzhi in his arms. Seeing that Xu Jinzhi couldn't fall asleep for a long time, Xie Yanchuan asked, "What happened next? Are you doing well?"

Xu Jinzhi hesitated for a while, as if thinking about what he should say. After organizing his words, he whispered to Xie Yanchuan.

The two of them talked back and forth. Xie Yanchuan knew a lot of things that happened later, and also knew some things that he had never been able to figure out in his life.

For example, he couldn't understand why Xu Jinzhi suddenly wanted to arrange a marriage with him. Marriage would have been fine, but why did she act like she liked him so much?

For example, later they went out to play and went to an unfamiliar village. At that time, Xu Jinzhi wanted to find someone but couldn't find him.

It is said that that was the place where Xu Jinzhi lived in his old age in his previous life. The reason why Xu Jinzhi wanted to find that person was that he felt that his rebirth might be related to that person.

There were also some subtle little things that he didn't understand before but now he understands them all.

Until the second half of the night, Xu Jinzhi fell asleep in Xie Yanchuan's arms.

But Xie Yanchuan was not sleepy at all. He hugged Xu Jinzhi, and even though he knew she was asleep, his palm couldn't help but pat her back.

In the darkness, Xie Yanchuan couldn't actually see Xu Jinzhi's appearance clearly, but Xu Jinzhi's appearance was engraved in his mind, and he could imagine what Xu Jinzhi looked like at this moment.

After a long while, Xie Yanchuan said softly, "I'm sorry."

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The next day.

Xu Jinzhi woke up in a daze, his head was groggy and he had a feeling he didn't know what day it was.

But just when she was in a trance, Xie Yanchuan leaned over and kissed Xu Jinzhi's forehead, "Awake?"

When Xu Jinzhi opened her eyes, she saw Xie Yanchuan looking at her. She was still a little dazed, but she quickly came to her senses.

Perhaps because of last night's confession, Xu Jinzhi's emotions were more exposed when she looked at Xie Yanchuan. She blinked and stretched out her hand towards Xie Yanchuan.

Xie Yanchuan cooperated very well and came over and kissed the corner of Xu Jinzhi's lips directly.

Xu Jinzhi did not refuse and responded to Xie Yanchuan subconsciously. The two of them had a passionate kiss early in the morning.

It took a while before they stopped. Xu Jinzhi felt a little embarrassed, but she pretended to be calm so as not to let Xie Yanchuan notice anything wrong.

Xie Yanchuan really didn't feel embarrassed at all. He got off the bed and carried Xu Jinzhi directly to the bathroom to wash up.

After washing and changing clothes, the two went downstairs to eat together.

Xu Jinzhi seemed to be in much better spirits today. Xie Yanchuan knew that it was not because she had had a good rest, but because she had let go of the things that were weighing on her mind.

Looking at Xu Jinzhi's current state, Xie Yanchuan was naturally happy.

Today is the last day of the Spring Festival. Xie Yanchuan can still rest for a few more days, but Xu Jinzhi has to go to work tomorrow.

So after they had breakfast, they discussed it and decided to take Tuantuan out to play.

They went to the indoor inflatable castle. Before Xu Jinzhi was pregnant, she would go in with Xie Yanchuan to play with Tuantuan.

But after Xu Jinzhi became pregnant, she no longer accompanied Tuantuan to play in there. It was always Xie Yanchuan and Tuantuan who played in there.

It was the same today. Xu Jinzhi was sitting on a chair outside the inflatable castle and could see Xie Yanchuan and Tuantuan inside at a glance.

While Xie Yanchuan and Tuantuan were playing, they did not forget to look at Xu Jinzhi from time to time to make sure that Xu Jinzhi was there before continuing to play.

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