Chapter 280 I'm sorry for making you feel so uncomfortable
"Sorry for the trouble." Xu Jinzhi said politely.
After the doctor left, Xu Jinzhi helped Xie Yanchuan walk out step by step.
Xu Jinzhi walked very slowly, mainly because he was worried that if he walked too fast, Xie Yanchuan would not be able to keep up. It would be terrible if he accidentally fell, so he was extra careful.
As Xie Yanchuan walked slowly, he turned his head to look at Xu Jinzhi beside him, and suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.
He has been awake for three days. Everyone is happy that he woke up, and Xu Jinzhi is also happy that he woke up.
But while he was happy, Xie Yanchuan also clearly felt that for some reason, there was some inexplicable sense of distance between him and Xu Jinzhi.
They were not as close as before. Xu Jinzhi no longer had that coquettish look she used to have in front of him, and she would not lose her temper with him.
Although he knew that all this was caused by his accident, and that things might get better if they gave each other some time, it was still hard for Xie Yanchuan to accept it.
After walking for a while, Xie Yanchuan couldn't help but shout, "Jinzhi."
"Huh?" Upon hearing this, Xu Jinzhi turned his head to look at Xie Yanchuan, with some confusion in his eyes, as if asking him what was wrong.
Before Xie Yanchuan could say anything, Xu Jinzhi asked worriedly, "Are you feeling unwell?"
Xie Yanchuan hadn't exercised for a long time, and his body couldn't support him exercising for a long time. When he was doing rehabilitation before, he had been gritting his teeth and persevering.
"No." Xie Yanchuan shook his head and stared at Xu Jinzhi for a few more times, "I just want to talk to you."
During these few days, Xu Jinzhi was still receiving an IV drip because of gastric bleeding, and he was also undergoing various examinations, and friends and relatives came to visit him.
In short, with all these things mixed up, he and Xu Jinzhi haven't had a good talk until now.
Of course, there was also the reason why Xu Jinzhi deliberately avoided the issue. She didn't seem to want to mention that matter again.
Xie Yanchuan felt that this was not acceptable.
Xu Jinzhi was silent for a while. In fact, she knew that this was wrong and they couldn't stay like this forever.
Especially when he saw Xie Yanchuan's eyes looking at him, with such a pitiful look, as if he had bullied him, Xu Jinzhi felt a little depressed.
After a moment, Xu Jinzhi said stiffly, "Let's go back to the ward first."
They couldn't just stand in the corridor and talk, and Xie Yanchuan couldn't just stand there like that.
Xie Yanchuan saw some depression on Xu Jinzhi's face, and he felt relieved. He raised the corners of his mouth slightly and said gently, "Okay."
Back in the ward, Xu Jinzhi asked Xie Yanchuan to sit on the sofa. He poured some warm water and handed a cup to Xie Yanchuan while holding a cup in his own hand.
At this time, the rehabilitation had been completed, the necessary examinations had also been completed, they had nothing else to do, and there was no one else in the ward, so it was a good time for them to talk.
After Xie Yanchuan drank some water, he couldn't help but speak, "Jinzhi."
"Yeah." Xu Jinzhi responded, then looked at Xie Yanchuan silently, waiting for his next words.
However, Xie Yanchuan's first words were, "I'm sorry."
Xu Jinzhi felt as if someone was pricking his heart with a needle, and the fine and dense pain spread out bit by bit.
Are you sorry?
He died for himself, but still had to say sorry to himself.
She really went too far.
Xu Jinzhi took a deep breath and pretended to be calm and said, "It's obviously you who suffered everything. I owe you. Why do you need to say sorry?" "That's not the case!" Xie Yanchuan hurriedly shook his head, his expression very serious, "You don't owe me!"
He never felt that Xu Jinzhi owed him anything.
"I said sorry only because I wanted you to live, but I made you suffer so much. I didn't want that."
"I don't even know if what I did was right or not. All that pain was caused by me."
Xie Yanchuan's eyes were red. He felt that nothing was more important than being alive. He even dreamed about how Xu Jinzhi lived after he died in his previous life.
That's why he made such a firm choice at that time. He knew that Xu Jinzhi would definitely be sad for a while, but time would heal everything.
He thought it would be the same this time, and Xu Jinzhi would always live a good life.
He didn't expect Xu Jinzhi to be so devastated. Seeing her in so much pain, he also felt heartbroken.
"I'm sorry for making you feel so bad."
Xu Jinzhi didn't say anything. Although she had told herself countless times in her heart that nothing was more important than Xie Yanchuan waking up, deep down in her heart, she still had some resentment.
Now hearing Xie Yanchuan say these words, Xu Jinzhi just wanted to cry. All her emotions were intertwined and she couldn't explain them clearly.
Xie Yanchuan stretched out his hand with some difficulty, wanting to hug Xu Jinzhi in his arms.
Even before Xie Yanchuan got into trouble, if Xu Jinzhi didn't want Xie Yanchuan to hug him, Xie Yanchuan couldn't get close to Xu Jinzhi, let alone now.
So when Xie Yanchuan hugged Xu Jinzhi easily, he knew that Xu Jinzhi had never really felt any distance from him.
Xie Yanchuan hugged Xu Jinzhi and said in a hoarse voice: "Jinzhi, you want me to live well, and I want you to live well too."
"We are the closest people in the world. No one owes anyone anything. Everything is because of love."
"Jinzhi, everything is over. From now on, we will spend the rest of our lives together happily."
When his soul struggled to return to his body and he woke up again, Xie Yanchuan knew that their disaster was over.
From now on, they will accompany each other well.
"Jinzhi, can you please forgive me this time?" Xie Yanchuan still remembered that when he was unconscious, Xu Jinzhi said that he would never forgive him.
Although Xu Jinzhi no longer said such words, Xie Yanchuan knew Xu Jinzhi's grudge in his heart.
If he had it to do over again, he might still do the same thing.
But things have developed to this point, and he has woken up now, so why bother saying such cruel words again? Xie Yanchuan is willing to apologize and ask for Xu Jinzhi's forgiveness.
Xu Jinzhi knew very well that Xie Yanchuan's words were just to comfort him, but things had already come to this, and there was really nothing to worry about.
As I said, Xie Yanchuan woke up, and that’s the most important thing.
But Xu Jinzhi still pulled Xie Yanchuan's collar, looked up at the man slightly, and said very seriously: "Xie Yanchuan, only this time."
He could only deceive her and hide it from her this time.
"Okay." Xie Yanchuan agreed in a deep voice.
The two looked at each other for a moment, Xie Yanchuan smiled gently, bent down and kissed Xu Jinzhi.
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