Chapter 274 Make an Appointment with a Psychologist
If I were reborn and didn't look for Xie Yanchuan again, would he not have died because of me?
Obviously, the situation this time is different from that in her previous life. She is not engaged to Xie Linchuan, and the Xu Group and the Xie Group have not yet been established.
When she came back, she could have simply refused to marry into the Xie family.
But she just had to find Xie Yanchuan.
"Xie Yanchuan, shouldn't I have come to you in the first place?" Xu Jinzhi asked again, his voice already tinged with tears.
Xu Jinzhi didn't know why he suddenly thought of the man he met yesterday at noon.
The man's eyes were filled with fear, as if he was extremely afraid of himself.
Tears slid down from her eyes and dripped directly onto the back of Xie Yanchuan's hand. Xu Jinzhi wondered if Xie Yanchuan regretted meeting her.
In fact, this is completely contradictory. If Xie Yanchuan regretted it, why would he be willing to die for Xu Jinzhi?
But Xu Jinzhi just couldn't control himself and was caught up in his emotions.
Xu Jinzhi suffered from insomnia again.
At one o'clock in the morning, she still hadn't fallen asleep, so she had to get up.
There was no melatonin or sleeping pills at home, so Xu Jinzhi had no choice but to go downstairs to get some wine.
There was only one servant in the living room on the first floor who was not resting. When he heard the noise, he subconsciously looked over and saw Xu Jinzhi coming down from upstairs.
The maid couldn't help but frown, because she had vaguely guessed what Mr. Xu was trying to do.
When Xu Jinzhi came down, the servant greeted him and then asked, "Why isn't Mr. Xu resting yet?"
Xu Jinzhi said calmly: "It's okay, don't worry about me."
Xu Jinzhi walked past the servant, went to get some wine from the wine cabinet, then turned and left.
The maid knew she shouldn't say anything, but she couldn't bear it. "Boss Xu, it's so late, don't drink anymore, go to bed early."
"I can't sleep. Drink some wine and you'll fall asleep." Xu Jinzhi said casually as he walked up the stairs.
Back in the bedroom, Xu Jinzhi started drinking.
She knew she shouldn't be like this, but she really couldn't help it. Her heart felt like it was being eaten by ants, making her feel uncomfortable all over.
Xu Jinzhi drank several mouthfuls in a row and suddenly choked. She felt uncomfortable in her throat and kept coughing.
But deep down I felt a little relieved at last.
After a while, Xu Jinzhi simply stopped pouring the wine and started drinking from the bottle.
It was unknown how long it had been before Xu Jinzhi fell into a deep sleep.
But after Xu Jinzhi fell asleep, he had a dream.
In the dream, there was a man who looked very similar to Xie Yanchuan. He was kneeling in front of her and begging her bitterly.
"I'm sorry, I was wrong, I was wrong! I promise I will never appear in front of you again!"
"Please let me go!"
"Please, let me go this time!"
Xu Jinzhi stood in front of the man, looking down at him with an expressionless face, without the slightest bit of mercy.
The man's crying and begging continued, but suddenly something changed.
The man who looked very much like Xie Yanchuan suddenly became Xie Yanchuan!
They looked very similar, but Xu Jinzhi could still tell them apart at a glance.
The man who looked very much like Xie Yanchuan disappeared and turned into Xie Yanchuan himself.
Xie Yanchuan would not look at him with such terrified eyes like that man, but at this moment Xie Yanchuan's expression was cold, without any emotion at all.
He looked at Xu Jinzhi as if he was a stranger, and said coldly: "Xu Jinzhi, let me go."
Xu Jinzhi suddenly opened her eyes and stared at the ceiling. Her face was pale, her eyes were filled with tears, her hands were involuntarily clenched tightly, and her body was shaking constantly.
The fear in her eyes was as if she was frightened by something very scary. After a long time, realizing that it was just a dream, Xu Jinzhi turned sideways and curled up to bury herself in the quilt.
early morning.
When Xu Jinzhi went to the company, everyone could see that he was in low spirits.
Assistant Chen could naturally see it. He frowned and wanted to say something, but before he found the right opportunity to speak, Xu Jinzhi spoke first.
"Please help me make an appointment with a doctor." Xu Jinzhi said.
Assistant Chen suddenly became nervous, "Boss Xu,..."
"Make an appointment with a psychologist." Xu Jinzhi added before Assistant Chen finished speaking.
Xu Jinzhi didn't know what her problem was, but she knew she couldn't go on like this.
She will die.
Although she did intend to torture herself, as if she wanted Xie Yanchuan to see that his death did not allow her to survive.
But Xu Jinzhi knew clearly that she could not die.
She still has a father and a child.
There is even Xie Yanchuan.
The father already had white hair and the child was still so young. Xie Yanchuan was even lying on the bed motionless.
What would they do if she died?
When Assistant Chen heard that Xu Jinzhi was looking for a psychologist, he was stunned. He looked at Xu Jinzhi for a long time without coming back to his senses.
When Assistant Chen reacted, he found that his eyes were wet.
He quickly adjusted his emotions, not wanting the other party to see his emotions, and hurriedly responded, "Okay."
Assistant Chen left the office quickly, and Xu Jinzhi continued to work on his job.
Only by keeping herself busy can she calm down a little.
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Assistant Chen soon made an appointment with a very authoritative psychologist.
Xu Jinzhi went there during the weekend.
The doctor was a very young female doctor. Xu Jinzhi sat down and the two of them briefly introduced themselves.
Han Li told Xu Jinzhi not to be nervous and just think of it as making a new friend.
When they met for the first time, there was no deep conversation between them.
Although Xu Jinzhi knew that the other party was a psychologist and had come to him on his own initiative, he still couldn't just tell him everything that was in his heart.
Han Li simply learned about what happened to Xu Jinzhi, and then made an appointment to meet Xu Jinzhi next time.
Xu Jinzhi didn’t know what the process of psychotherapy was, but when Han Li mentioned seeing each other next time, Xu Jinzhi was still stunned.
Is this the end?
She didn't seem to get any treatment.
Han Li just smiled and told Xu Jinzhi, "Don't worry, let's talk about it tomorrow."
Xu Jinzhi hesitated for a while, but finally nodded. Unprofessionals should not question professionals.
Just before leaving, Xu Jinzhi stopped and said to Han Li, "I have severe insomnia now, should you give me some medicine?"
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